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The psychological and cosmic horror of the backrooms.

Our existence in the backrooms is merely an inconsequential footnote to the forces at play.

When we enter the backrooms, we are entering not just a parallel universe, but a universe that is so vast it is like stepping into outer space. Our lives, our personhood, and the things that give life meaning—everything shrinks in proportion to the scale of the backrooms.

The deeper we go into every subsequent level, it is like we are uncovering the truth of reality as we were never meant to know it. This is the forbidden, esoteric knowledge of the universe that ASYNC and the researchers seek—knowledge that is ultimately doomed to destroy them. It is self-sabotage to go on a mission into the backrooms.

No-clipping into the backrooms, whether on purpose (intentionally) or inadvertently, is a mission doomed for failure. We do not have the words to describe the preternatural forces that our faculties observe within the backrooms, thus leading to the deterioration of our psyche.

There are forces at work that seduce us with the siren call of the void into the backrooms. They lure us deeper and deeper, and honestly, the first step is already too deep.

The scariest part about the Backrooms is that we go from a universe created and governed by a God that desires and prioritizes order and beauty, into a world that is not governed by anything.

It is completely indifferent to your existence, which ultimately leaves you with a feeling of indifference and hostility because your existence is meaningless.Going into the depths of the backrooms is just going to ultimately swallow you up whole. It's like untethering yourself; if you were an astronaut in space, it would be like untethering yourself from your spaceship and letting yourself float into the void with meteorites and planets spinning around you. You would just be floating, completely unable to control your movement or anything around you, and you are just at the mercy of plummeting through space.

Two common themes in cosmic horror are:

  1. Curiosity killed the cat
    This is a main driver and central theme inside of cosmic horror.
  2. Ignorance is bliss
    This is often ignored in cosmic horror because people don't know what is best for them, and they end up poisoning their minds with the information they discover.
Misc thoughts!

  • The “maximum hum buzz“ totally reminds me about the atrocious sound that data centers make, and how it’s designed potentially to just destroy and melt our minds
  • And the setting of the back rooms being typically in office spaces at least on level one just totally gives the same vibes as COVID-19 when you were working in the office and everything slowly emptying out and becoming abandoned and feeling very surreal
  • Term: Think of “ecological collapse” as… The breakdown of society, as we know it, and the infrastructure of it as well. It’s like a house of cards where the bottom just gets kicked out from underneath. Brad Tabas argues that basically the modern world as it is right now is already in a state of ecological collapse… Like the ground beneath our feet is not as solid as we think it is.
  • The repetition of the backrooms totally reminds me of math fractals!


Telling Alex about my academic sources

most entertaining one

We'll start with a source titled "Dark Places: The Ecology, Place, and the Metaphysics of Horror Fiction." I highlighted a specific quote from my initial notes: "Most of the finest pieces of horror writing explore the expression of place in a highly specific and deeply innovative way."

"The Backrooms" is a perfect example of this. Typical horror settings like cemeteries or slaughterhouses rely on established scary elements—the classic "dark and stormy night" trope. The Backrooms is different; it represents an innovative approach because it explores something we haven't seen before. Inherently, horror deals with our fears and the supernatural rather than the natural.

The author discusses "weird literature" as a way to think more deeply about our reality and the places we inhabit. They distinguish between two versions of "the natural":

  1. The natural (lowercase):
    This is basically the world as we think it exists outside of our minds, including how objects interact with each other. It is essentially our perception of reality.
  2. The Natural (capitalized):
    This is the "outside" as it appears to "reflecting subjects via the mediation of our cultural, scientific, and linguistic representation." This is basically the meaning behind what we are perceiving.

There is also a concept called "transcendental realism." The point here is that there isn't really an autonomous ultimate reality outside of our heads; rather, reality consists of the ideas and representations we have of it. These representations are not synonymous with what is "real." If we assume they are identical, we miss out on a deeper, more satisfying form of realism.

The Backrooms is a fun take on that concept because of its different levels:
(a) Level Fun is not actually about having fun; it's about being terrorized.
(b) Other levels might look like an office, but instead of doing office work, we are "organizing our minds."

As a side tangent, this reminds me of the double-slit experiment. In that experiment, researchers observed lasers passing through a slit in a box. The lasers actually behaved differently depending on whether they were being observed or not.

Why do we have an insatiable craving for the horror and fascination with the backrooms?

NoteboomLM notes

MY reflections based on the info below:

DIRECTLY from the NotebookLM podcast/chat:

  • humans have a need to mythologize everything
  • It’s the same reason we like campfire folklore and supernatural stories

The Uncanny

Source Note

THE UNCANNY:
SETTING:
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